Today

I woke up in a really good mood. I had some troubling dreams but it is mores dealing with the red tape at C's rehab then anything. I hope that he isn't in trouble for the time he took. Last I spoke with S, his caseworker I told her that he needed to be back at 6:30 and they didn't say no. I had dreams that I was put before a panel and asked hundreds of questions by the rehab directors. It was frustrating. Overall I feel well today. I am cherishing yesterday. I love him, I love me, I love our children (of course, that goes without saying). The first two loves though, those are genuine and becoming fearless instead of fearful.